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Perfectionism is really the belief 'I am not enough'
Hewitt defines perfectionism as a deeply ingrained personality style, not a set of high standards. At its core is a sense of being flawed or defective, of not being enough to have worth or belong. Appearing perfect becomes a childlike but elegant strategy to repair that wound and secure love and acceptance.
- Perfectionism is a way of being in the world, not just high standards
- The core belief is 'I'm not enough' to have worth or belong
- Appearing perfect is learned early as a way to be accepted and loved
- It is more a drive not to be imperfect than a drive to excel
“really it's more of a drive not to be imperfect”
#perfectionism#self-worth#psychology
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Where perfectionism comes from in early childhood
The roots trace to early attachment, where a child's basic needs for worth and belonging are not met, an asynchrony or non-attunement with caregivers. The child concludes there is something wrong with them and reaches for an early solution: if I can be perfect, I will be accepted. Hewitt stresses this does not mean parents are bad, only that what the child needed was not attainable.
- Comes from attachment theory and Kohut's writing on the self
- Early needs for worth and belonging go unmet, called asynchrony
- The child concludes 'there's something wrong with me'
- It is not about blaming parents, just a missed connection
“it's somehow what the child needs is just not attainable in that interaction. That's kind of the essence of attachment”
#attachment#childhood#development
✶Explainer07:00
The harsh inner voice you'd never use on a loved one
Just as we have a style of relating to others, we have a style of relating to ourselves, revealed in daily inner dialogue. For perfectionists that self-relational style turns abusive, harsh and critical, especially around performance. Hewitt asks patients what would happen if they spoke that way to a spouse; they say they would be divorced or arrested, which exposes how cruel the self-talk is.
- We have a relational style with ourselves, not just with others
- For perfectionists the inner dialogue is harsh and critical
- It fires around anticipated or reviewed performance
- Spoken aloud to a loved one it would end the relationship
“if you use that dialogue with your spouse and they'd say I would be divorced and I'd probably be arrested”
#self-talk#inner-critic#perfectionism
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How perfectionism overlaps with narcissism
Hewitt confirms a lineage between perfectionism and narcissism, especially in the interpersonal drive to show others how perfect you are. The key divergence is awareness: the perfectionist knows they are flawed and defective, while the narcissist can be almost delusional in believing they truly are perfect. The roots and pathways are similar but they diverge.
- Both share a drive to appear perfect to others
- Perfectionists know they are flawed underneath
- Narcissists can be almost delusional about being perfect
- Similar roots and pathways but divergent outcomes
“the perfectionistic individual knows they're flawed they're defective... for the narcissism at times they can almost be delusional”
#narcissism#personality#psychology
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Perfectionism is linked to early death and predicts suicide
Beyond anxiety, depression and eating disorders, perfectionism raises chronic stress, elevated cortisol and hormonal load, and research associates self-oriented and socially prescribed perfectionism with early death. It also predicts suicide even after controlling for depression and hopelessness, partly because the behaviours that seek connection actually push people away into isolation.
- Chronically elevated stress and cortisol damage physical health
- Self-oriented and socially prescribed forms linked to early death
- Socially prescribed perfectionism predicts suicide beyond depression
- The drive for connection paradoxically creates isolation
“perfectionism associated with early death... it just elevates the level of stress in people's lives”
#mental-health#suicide#physical-health
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Why therapy barely talks about perfectionism itself
Recovery is not about lowering a perfectionism score but about the deeper issues of worth, belonging and connection. Like knee pain that signals an underlying injury, perfectionism is the symptom; treatment works the cause. The goal is self-acceptance and finding a place for oneself, helping the person grow new ways of feeling worth rather than removing a personality style.
- Therapy targets worth, belonging and acceptance, not the trait
- Perfectionism is a symptom, like pain signalling a knee injury
- The aim is self-acceptance and genuine connection
- Fix the cause and the symptom fades on its own
“we try to work with what's producing the perfectionism... the need for worth, the need to belong, the need to be acceptable”
#therapy#self-acceptance#recovery
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You learn to change like you learn to ride a bike
Hewitt is sceptical of worksheets and information-based approaches. Learning new ways of being is like learning to ride a bike: a lecture from Lance Armstrong will not stop you falling over. Change comes through the experience of revealing the self and being accepted, which is why the psychodynamic therapeutic alliance matters more than homework, and why a CBT paper he published found high dropout and non-lasting change.
- Information alone does not teach new behaviour
- Change comes through lived experience and connection
- The therapeutic alliance creates safety to reveal the flawed self
- CBT approaches showed high dropout and change that faded
“it's the experiences that have taught you how to do that, not the information”
#therapy#learning#cbt-critique